For the moment

I still remembered how reluctant I was when obtained posting in Sarawak

and it was last year.

People

play

eat

drink

and

grow up together with his or her companions

This is how people develop relationship (of intimate one for friendship) among each other

And there is such a feeling that

makes me to give up my appeal going back West

It appears to me that I started to accept the reality of staying back here

I miss my friends here

I miss every corner of this hospital

I miss anything and everyone here.

Yeah, for the moment, it seems so true for me that

it is a good opportunity

to spend the time before I am leaving for postgrads

at here

Perhaps,

I am not ready to leave my group of friends and neighbour here

for the moment.

Life=Work

Getting slowly that

my work has integrated into part of my routine life

Working more than the usual

even on public holidays and weekends

I seemed not really care about my personal time

rather,

I put most of my time on work

helping the others when necessary

It is a good thing

which I do not find it annoyed

but I feel willing to do so

as I believe I have the obligation & responsibility

to play a greater role

Our profession

yet not recognise as profession in public

And it is high time to wake us up

to stand for our profession

Let's not to be too calculative on any extra work

you may not get to see the results after your intervention

Yet, patient himself will really appreciate a lot in his own heart

and you may not know this

Let's cheer every moment you sharing with patients

and to let them know, We are ready to help them

I found somehow I am in this stage now

a workaholic - not the typical type

but really appreciate our profession

and contribute your love for the sake of patients

So far

What is wrong with me recently?

I can feel the groggy self-conflict

I should avoid it

Yet, why am I so concerned on this matter?

I asked myself again and again

I think my biggest problem would be

the fact that I can't face the reality

and I always count the chickens before they hatch

Shall I sit still and wait the haze to go off by itself?

Or I should take initiative to disclose the secret behind the curtain of haze

Again,

I lost my way

I always need guidance

yet I don't like to others to intrude into my private insight

So far

am I so good?

Of Angry Bird

I think I am slowly developing or transforming myself to

ANGRY bird

not this usual type

but of fierce one like this

Cute :) though

I just can't control well myself

when I am getting angry

I will release it out stat.

though I know I should not do that.

I feel sorry to those people

if I yelled, shouted, or by any means which may make you annoyed

I should think of a way to take well control of my temper

Wanna get rid of turning myself into the so-called angry bird

I would behave myself better,

I promised.

My days ahead

Ultimately, it comes.

going to start my clinical attachment soon

which has been long being tagged as the most busiest station in PRP life

And IELTS, too, is awaiting me in August.

gonna get my english polish within these few months

The story doesn't end here.

BTN course (Biro Tatanegara), a must for those local going for postgraduates

in foreign country and taking government scheme

Anyway, gonna get my application stuff being done asap.

Long path to go!

Kimchi fever

Since my last visit to Seoul,

I had fell in love with Kimchi,

a fermented vegetable with seasonings

Yet,

I have been looking around for the main ingredients,

Korea chillies powder

A short visit to Singapore

brings me such a surprise that I accidentally found it

in a korea store.

Without hesitating,

I searched online,

asked from people who made it before,

cooking books

Finally I got my own recipe from website

An easy way to make the most important ingredient

Kimchi paste

The taste of kimchi solely depends on

what base you use to put on it

My first Apple

Soon I gonna have my very own Ipad

Rather

I would call it *Ipet*

Anticipating

and ready to bring my first Apple product

into my life.