Life=Work

Getting slowly that

my work has integrated into part of my routine life

Working more than the usual

even on public holidays and weekends

I seemed not really care about my personal time

rather,

I put most of my time on work

helping the others when necessary

It is a good thing

which I do not find it annoyed

but I feel willing to do so

as I believe I have the obligation & responsibility

to play a greater role

Our profession

yet not recognise as profession in public

And it is high time to wake us up

to stand for our profession

Let's not to be too calculative on any extra work

you may not get to see the results after your intervention

Yet, patient himself will really appreciate a lot in his own heart

and you may not know this

Let's cheer every moment you sharing with patients

and to let them know, We are ready to help them

I found somehow I am in this stage now

a workaholic - not the typical type

but really appreciate our profession

and contribute your love for the sake of patients

So far

What is wrong with me recently?

I can feel the groggy self-conflict

I should avoid it

Yet, why am I so concerned on this matter?

I asked myself again and again

I think my biggest problem would be

the fact that I can't face the reality

and I always count the chickens before they hatch

Shall I sit still and wait the haze to go off by itself?

Or I should take initiative to disclose the secret behind the curtain of haze

Again,

I lost my way

I always need guidance

yet I don't like to others to intrude into my private insight

So far

am I so good?