Thursday, December 31, 2009

First page

Turning into the first page of twenty ten
A new start

Ending

It gonna be a sad ending
While everyone is preparing
for countdown
for fun
for joy
I am reluctantly to
attend
humming lecture
kinda boring lecture
spoil my mood

Monday, December 28, 2009

Life satisfaction

'How much you appreciate
your life
your everyday ?'
A question that always comes into my mind
where
my experience told me
'you should
you should appreciate'

People can sacrifice their body
for money
for food
for better life
What should I complain more?


Sunday, December 27, 2009

Geriatric

It was fate
The day I faced my result
I knew I gonna score well in Geriatric paper
but it didn't
It was out of my expectation

Following the second day
My trip to Hatyai
As you know,
Who and Why
people keep going to Hatyai
They are Geriatric
for nothing
but shopping

The day I departed to Hatyai
It was midnight
Sitting in the bus
I can't see nothing outside
but my own shadow
hearing the Geriatric oldies
which I found that they are not familiar
I couldn't sleep

Again
Shopping at bazaar
Have to wait for Geriatric
to bargain
to walk

But I found special thing on them
The joke they share
They
especially female
can talk
chat
nonsense loudly
but
funny

Hatyai in black & white










Sunday, November 22, 2009

PBIM

It was a great morning
A morning to begin my fun run for PBIM
Penang Bridge International Marathon
Though it was a short run for other
But for me
It was really a great challenge
as there was a gap of 4 years since my last run in matriculation
Yet, I took up the challenge
My mind kept telling me
'You can do it
Run
Run and Run'
and
I believed I can do it
10km in 70mins
I would like to give myself a big clap
It doesn't waste my time for practising
since the last two weeks
while during exam weeks
Finally, mission accomplished

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Everything goes DOWN

Recently
Economy DOWN
Job opportunity DOWN
Politic DOWN
but why pharmacists' SALARY DOWN?

The Gov become smarter
cut down the so-called CRITICAL allowance
which they launched in old days for health care (HC) profession
aim to keep HC profession to stay providing service for gov

Now, people grow too fast
yet, TOO MUCH
pharmacists are mushrooming each year
plus the mushrooming of pharmacy course in private university

In order to keep us out
the ONLY way is to cut our salary
they aren't that cruel to chase us out
but in more crueler way
to let yourself to resign

After all
the salary goes DOWN
from RM 37**
to RM 28**
How can you survive with this in the BIG city?

Somehow we think of going to service in Borneo
will surely get EXTRA RM1000
Yet, the rumour isn't truth
What you get is, again
not the so-called regional allowance (RM1000)
but ONLY elaun perumahan wilayah (EPW)
which it is just additional money to support
accommodation
which is given according to area
for instance, Kuching = RM6** ; Sabah = RM9**

My fellow friends
How would you think of it?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Mixed 'Filling'

You can choose to have
bread
biscuit
cookie
pie
with mixed filling of
strawberry with blueberry? It sounds too 'berries'
Choc with peanut butter? Nothing special
Vanilla with hazelnut crème? It's refreshing

While
in the path of our life
Mixed feeling comes
naturally
spontaneously
And yet unnecessarily

Why?
Sad but happy? LOL....
Cry but excited?
No way, please...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Friends For.ever

I was listening to this song recently...
It was so touched

如果你很忙 我到街上去晃一晃
身为一个朋友 某些事情不该勉强
看你黑着眼圈 今晚还剩我睡不着
到底是谁害你这么傻
因为太爱你 拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友 总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠 借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你久久的接续内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你解忧
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络却听见你说
情人比不上朋友

我总是有 让你想出声的方法
我却没有 让自己离开的力量
也许友情才能地久天长

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你久久的接续内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你解忧
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络却听见你说
情人比不上朋友

我只是朋友


陈伟联 - 永远的朋友
Friendship can be forever
but how about love?
情人 really 比不上朋友?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Pic: water colour painting by Goh CF

Sunday, October 25, 2009

My Prescription

Rx

Stress binder 100mg t.d.s. 1/12
Ginkgo biloba 1 tab. o.m. 1/12
Mood enhancer 500mg p.r.n. 1/12
Pilocarpine 1 gutt. p.r.n.

Diagnosis: studiphobia and pre-exam syndrome

Friday, October 23, 2009

Dependence & Tolerance

Study is just like taking drugs

When you keep on
and on
study
you are adapted to it
this is called dependence

When you are hanging around
or doing other non-academic related activities
you are facing withdrawal syndromes
such as
worrying
anxiety
confusion

When you keep studying
non-stop
you are tolerated
Keep on study MORE has been a part of you
this is called tolerance

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

To choose

People are given choices
but
it doesn't happen to everyone
some of them
are being arranged their life
to be like this
or like that
would it be lucky
or NOT?
Rather than waiting or
being arranged
Why don't we try our luck?
Perhaps you may need
a bottle to help you
Where it pionts
that is your future

I rather hold the bottle firmly
Let me be the spin
I determine my future
I want my future
I need my future
But I don't know my future
Yet, I have choices
I believe I can
and
I will

Friday, October 9, 2009

Determination

You loss your determination
Please
awake
alert
pay attention

You gonna to loss it
Please

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Retro-ME


I lost it
but I don't know it
Because I changed
but You didn't

I think I need You back
Search
Search
Search.....
Actually, I need time
Time, please get ME back

Saturday, October 3, 2009

It came

Finally, It came
But with rain
which hide the moon away
which spoil my plan
which spoil my mood, too
Looking outside
Praying hard
Please, please stop the rain
But in vain
It poured

Luckily, we celebrated a day before
It reminded me of my nostalgia
holding a little fragile tanglung
seemed to be easily burned up
And it was my day of mooncake celebration


I hope this light will be passed to our generation forever....never stop...

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Begging

Today was my last day of OPD in Penang General Hospital
I met two beggars
The first one spoke in Hokkien:
'Here see doctor only pay 1 Ringgit, right?'
'Yup.'
'Can you give me 1 Ringgit?'
Without hesitation, I said ' I don't bring my wallet out, you go and ask other people'
I walked away quickly
While
she walked away, too

The second one murmured in Mandarin:
'Hello, can you give me some money?'
Asking around whoever he met
I was passing by
I just pretended nothing
And
walked away quickly

Yet, I may be cruel but I had to...
Without knowing their purpose behind, I don't dare to do so..

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Mr. Ah Boy

'Ah boy, help auntie take the durian mari'
'Ah boy, help me go to buy flour'
'Ah boy...
'Ah boy....'

This is concurrently happened with the below:

'Mr Goh, your T-shirt is ready.'
'Thank you, Mr Goh.'
'Mr Goh...
'Mr Goh.......'

It is ambiguity.
sometimes feeling weird
as in the buffer zone between adult aand teenager

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

코리아 팰리스

It was an unsual Friday
tired
post-presentation syndrome

I need a place
and this is the place 코리아 팰리스

It sounds so high class as so-called Korea Palace...Indeed, it serves a great meal...
No others, but Korean BBQ



The very Korean style tableware







Now, the charcoal is ready for BBQ


These leaves are used to wrap the BBQ meat..the bottom one is called sesame leave..it has mint flavour..


The top one is pork belly and the bottom is squid in red paste (samjang)


After the meat is ready, it has to dip with the two sauce (soy sauce and sesame oil) and put onto those leaves together garlic, green chilli and red paste...


Nice?

Sam-gye-tang or Ginseng chicken soup is another highlight in Korean cuisine...inside the chicken is glutinuous rice...

Last but not least, the dessert..watermelon and special honey barley...it is nice...맛있는
And my stress went off after this....

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Y Dragon?


WhY dragon?
because Dragon-Y
A narrow restaurant
serves Cantonese food



Cute menu
The environment with cantonese song
Pork leg in herbal soup




Dong Bor meat 东坡肉


Salted fish claypot rice with chicken chop

Perhaps, you may have some cold drinks....

Honey ginseng

Ice blended plum

Location: Suntech Cybercity, Bayan Baru, Penang

Monday, August 31, 2009

Ma.Ch.In.dia

A song entitled 'Cinta ada'...

by:
MAlay -- Sheila Majid
CHINense -- Karen Kong
INDIAn -- Jaclyn Victor
This is the so-called Machindia
Give a great applause to them...
Happy Merdeka!! 31st August...

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Innocent

Look at MY face
Innocent face
Why innocent?
Why I am being put in this situation?
Why me?
I don't know anything


Pic: Crayon painting, by Goh CF

Saturday, August 29, 2009

HATE development

What happened to You?
Houses are damaged
Trees are being cut down




Government development on trail of train...
everything had to be destroyed
Sigh...
I love You, Kuala Kangsar