Ah Goh: 2009

Thursday, December 31, 2009

First page

Turning into the first page of twenty ten
A new start

Ending

It gonna be a sad ending
While everyone is preparing
for countdown
for fun
for joy
I am reluctantly to
attend
humming lecture
kinda boring lecture
spoil my mood

Monday, December 28, 2009

Life satisfaction

'How much you appreciate

your life

your everyday ?'

A question that always comes into my mind

where

my experience told me

'you should

you should appreciate'

People can sacrifice their body

for money

for food

for better life

What should I complain more?

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Geriatric

It was fate

The day I faced my result

I knew I gonna score well in Geriatric paper

but it didn't

It was out of my expectation

Following the second day

My trip to Hatyai

As you know,

Who and Why

people keep going to Hatyai

They are Geriatric

for nothing

but shopping

The day I departed to Hatyai

It was midnight

Sitting in the bus

I can't see nothing outside

but my own shadow

hearing the Geriatric oldies

which I found that they are not familiar

I couldn't sleep

Again

Shopping at bazaar

Have to wait for Geriatric

to bargain

to walk

But I found special thing on them

The joke they share

They

especially female

can talk

chat

nonsense loudly

but

funny

Hatyai in black & white

Sunday, November 22, 2009

PBIM

It was a great morning

A morning to begin my fun run for PBIM

Penang Bridge International Marathon

Though it was a short run for other

But for me

It was really a great challenge

as there was a gap of 4 years since my last run in matriculation

Yet, I took up the challenge

My mind kept telling me

'You can do it

Run

Run and Run'

and

I believed I can do it

10km in 70mins

I would like to give myself a big clap

It doesn't waste my time for practising

since the last two weeks

while during exam weeks

Finally, mission accomplished

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Everything goes DOWN

Recently

Economy DOWN

Job opportunity DOWN

Politic DOWN

but why pharmacists' SALARY DOWN?

The Gov become smarter

cut down the so-called CRITICAL allowance

which they launched in old days for health care (HC) profession

aim to keep HC profession to stay providing service for gov

Now, people grow too fast

yet, TOO MUCH

pharmacists are mushrooming each year

plus the mushrooming of pharmacy course in private university

In order to keep us out

the ONLY way is to cut our salary

they aren't that cruel to chase us out

but in more crueler way

to let yourself to resign

After all

the salary goes DOWN

from RM 37**

to RM 28**

How can you survive with this in the BIG city?

Somehow we think of going to service in Borneo

will surely get EXTRA RM1000

Yet, the rumour isn't truth

What you get is, again

not the so-called regional allowance (RM1000)

but ONLY elaun perumahan wilayah (EPW)

which it is just additional money to support

accommodation

which is given according to area

for instance, Kuching = RM6** ; Sabah = RM9**

My fellow friends

How would you think of it?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Mixed 'Filling'

You can choose to have

bread

biscuit

pie

with mixed filling of

strawberry with blueberry? It sounds too 'berries'

Choc with peanut butter? Nothing special

Vanilla with hazelnut crème? It's refreshing

While

in the path of our life

Mixed feeling comes

naturally

spontaneously

And yet unnecessarily

Why?

Sad but happy? LOL....

Cry but excited?

No way, please...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Friends For.ever

I was listening to this song recently...

It was so touched

如果你很忙我到街上去晃一晃

身为一个朋友某些事情不该勉强

看你黑着眼圈今晚还剩我睡不着

到底是谁害你这么傻

因为太爱你拼命达到你的需要

虽然只是朋友总比什么都不是好

借你肩膀依靠借你关心也借你微笑

我很想给你却不要

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有

真挚的做一个永远的朋友

看着你久久的接续内容

我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄

爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你解忧

虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络却听见你说

情人比不上朋友

我总是有让你想出声的方法

我却没有让自己离开的力量

也许友情才能地久天长

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有

真挚的做一个永远的朋友

看着你久久的接续内容

我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄

爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你解忧

虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络却听见你说

情人比不上朋友

我只是朋友

陈伟联 - 永远的朋友

Friendship can be forever

but how about love?

情人 really 比不上朋友?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

畫

Pic: water colour painting by Goh CF

Sunday, October 25, 2009

My Prescription

Stress binder 100mg t.d.s. 1/12

Ginkgo biloba 1 tab. o.m. 1/12

Mood enhancer 500mg p.r.n. 1/12

Pilocarpine 1 gutt. p.r.n.

Diagnosis: studiphobia and pre-exam syndrome

Friday, October 23, 2009

Dependence & Tolerance

Study is just like taking drugs

When you keep on

and on

study

you are adapted to it

this is called dependence

When you are hanging around

or doing other non-academic related activities

you are facing withdrawal syndromes

such as

worrying

anxiety

confusion

When you keep studying

non-stop

you are tolerated

Keep on study MORE has been a part of you

this is called tolerance

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

To choose

People are given choices

but

it doesn't happen to everyone

some of them

are being arranged their life

to be like this

or like that

would it be lucky

or NOT?

Rather than waiting or

being arranged

Why don't we try our luck?

Perhaps you may need

a bottle to help you

Where it pionts

that is your future

I rather hold the bottle firmly

Let me be the spin

I determine my future

I want my future

I need my future

But I don't know my future

Yet, I have choices

I believe I can

and

I will

Friday, October 9, 2009

Determination

You loss your determination

Please

awake

alert

pay attention

You gonna to loss it

Please

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Retro-ME

I lost it

but I don't know it

Because I changed

but You didn't

I think I need You back

Search.....

Actually, I need time

Time, please get ME back

Saturday, October 3, 2009

It came

Finally, It came

But with rain

which hide the moon away

which spoil my plan

which spoil my mood, too

Looking outside

Praying hard

Please, please stop the rain

But in vain

It poured

Luckily, we celebrated a day before

It reminded me of my nostalgia

holding a little fragile tanglung

seemed to be easily burned up

And it was my day of mooncake celebration

I hope this light will be passed to our generation forever....never stop...

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Begging

Today was my last day of OPD in Penang General Hospital

I met two beggars

The first one spoke in Hokkien:

'Here see doctor only pay 1 Ringgit, right?'

'Yup.'

'Can you give me 1 Ringgit?'

Without hesitation, I said ' I don't bring my wallet out, you go and ask other people'

I walked away quickly

While

she walked away, too

The second one murmured in Mandarin:

'Hello, can you give me some money?'

Asking around whoever he met

I was passing by

I just pretended nothing

And

walked away quickly

Yet, I may be cruel but I had to...

Without knowing their purpose behind, I don't dare to do so..

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Mr. Ah Boy

'Ah boy, help auntie take the durian mari'

'Ah boy, help me go to buy flour'

'Ah boy...

'Ah boy....'

This is concurrently happened with the below:

'Mr Goh, your T-shirt is ready.'

'Thank you, Mr Goh.'

'Mr Goh...

'Mr Goh.......'

It is ambiguity.

sometimes feeling weird

as in the buffer zone between adult aand teenager

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

코리아 팰리스

It was an unsual Friday

tired

post-presentation syndrome

I need a place

and this is the place 코리아 팰리스

It sounds so high class as so-called Korea Palace...Indeed, it serves a great meal...

No others, but Korean BBQ

The very Korean style tableware

A special drink..compliment....it tastes like diluted coffee, it is nice!!

Banchan or side dishes are served as you finished order....compliment and refillable.....My love one, Kim Chi...

Now, the charcoal is ready for BBQ

These leaves are used to wrap the BBQ meat..the bottom one is called sesame leave..it has mint flavour..

The top one is pork belly and the bottom is squid in red paste (samjang)

After the meat is ready, it has to dip with the two sauce (soy sauce and sesame oil) and put onto those leaves together garlic, green chilli and red paste...