When my heart is gone

Sometime it isn't mean that you want to do

and you will do

you need to follow what your heart is telling you

But so sad to hear that

my heart leaves me away

and gone far far away

I need to listen to my heart

but somehow

I couldn't

I need help

Initial g

This is Initial g

G.I.L.A

How would you react if you are facing the so-called 'orang gila'?

I guess you would have the same feeling as me

Afraid!

Lately I am posting at psychiatric ward

that looked like a cage

separating them from the real world

They seemed like living happily in the ward

But what they really want

we cannot imagine

They do tell you the different story

in just few moments ago

They are NOT 'gila'

rather they are mentally distracted

We have to respect to them as a patient.

Patient

It was second week of clerkship

Oncology

or study of cancer

My patient

He was 59 years old

Being diagnosed of colon cancer

underwent surgery, radiotherapy,

and now

undergoing chemotherapy

I can see his smile on his face

He was kinda optimistic

He had confidence in himself

that it will be cured

This kind of spirit

is vital

for supporting himself

physically and

mentally

Admitted to hospital few days ago

and being discharged this morning

I had did my best to counsel him

and I pray hard for him and also

the other patients