Tuesday, February 28, 2012

A story of 4 mothers - First Mother


Life isn't simple
isn't as simple as we encountered

this is perhaps the common thought among us

but what these 4 mothers encountered are really not simple
I hope we learn to appreciate what we have and never demand for more

Mother love, I believe, is the greatest love everyone ever feel.

The story of First Mother:

I believe so far she broke the record for the longest stay in the paediatric ward.

A mother with a 1year-old child diagnosed as tuberculosis since 6 months ago, coming from an isolated place in Sarawak.
It isn't surprised to have patient coming to stay for such a long time as we know that only rivers connect those isolated place hidden inside Sarawak.
And most of them could not present to pharmacy counter to collect medications which expire every fortnight.
For the sake of patient health, specialist would choose to retain patient until the whole regimen is completed. You should know that TB would have high chance of recurrence if patient misses out the medications.

She is a mother to 6-7 children and this child is the youngest, perhaps causing the most headache to her.
Yet I believe, she never blame or complain.
Perhaps she might felt lucky for free stay and food in hospital.
Taking care of patient daily needs would be her everyday work.
And sometimes, the other children would come over to pay a visit to their mother, even though they pretended sick and skipped the school.

The story is getting more interesting when another mother joined in her isolated room.
Another mother with TB children, knowing each other in the hospital and befriended since admission.
This mother would pay occasional visit to her, bringing her some food and accompanying her killing time.

So far, the child looks well with good compliance to medications though he may encountered fast breathing and airway exacerbation aka asthma attack.
Not to forget that the child faces global development delay. Not yet able to sit without support even more than 1 years old.

Pray hard for the child for rapid recovery and always in the pink of health.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Ah Goh Kitchen


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Friday, December 16, 2011

HB

Another half an hour
I would call it an end to my 24th anniversary of my life

16.12.2011
Jolted from slumber by a super early 'morning' call at about 12am
the earliest ever phone wish I received
Thanks, Hoo SM for surprising me!

16.12.2011
A usual working day for me
until I found it interesting when

I received a slice of cake from a group of PRPs
with wishing card

and
I was surprised by my two colleagues,
one distracted my attention from
another one that was trying hard to light up candles on birthday cake.
But they in vain.
Anyway, I appreciated a lot for their efforts, making a big surprise for me!
Thanks, Cindy, Corinne! Not to forget dude that shared the cake, Alex and Siew Ping!

16.12.2011
Another call here
right before I finished my movie in cinema
from my secondary school mates
Lee CH, Yong KL, Ong MY, Mah YS, Wong TS, Cheah KH, Cheng SK
(Hope I didn't miss out anyone of you!! Sorry if I did)
unfortunately, my phone battery died
Finding so hard to get phone lending my friend around
Receiving wishes one by one from them
It reminded me the same memory a few years ago
where the almost same group of them called to me
just like today

16.12.2011
I was waiting
waiting for phone call from mum and brother
I felt frustrated after finishing my movie
I phoned mum purposely
yet, she didn't know it was my birthday.
I hinted her only then she realised
Brother called a while after I ended call to mum
'I wished in FB and SMS already.'
Anyhow, I appreciated his call in the end as
he gonna work for night shift and had to rest in daytime

16.12.11
It was over.
Finished my reply for wishes in FB.
Another brand new day is awaiting me.

Monday, November 21, 2011

For the moment

I still remembered how reluctant I was when obtained posting in Sarawak
and it was last year.

People
play
eat
drink
and
grow up together with his or her companions
This is how people develop relationship (of intimate one for friendship) among each other

And there is such a feeling that
makes me to give up my appeal going back West
It appears to me that I started to accept the reality of staying back here
I miss my friends here
I miss every corner of this hospital
I miss anything and everyone here.

Yeah, for the moment, it seems so true for me that
it is a good opportunity
to spend the time before I am leaving for postgrads
at here

Perhaps,
I am not ready to leave my group of friends and neighbour here
for the moment.



Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Life=Work

Getting slowly that
my work has integrated into part of my routine life

Working more than the usual
even on public holidays and weekends

I seemed not really care about my personal time
rather,
I put most of my time on work
helping the others when necessary

It is a good thing
which I do not find it annoyed
but I feel willing to do so
as I believe I have the obligation & responsibility
to play a greater role

Our profession
yet not recognise as profession in public
And it is high time to wake us up
to stand for our profession

Let's not to be too calculative on any extra work
you may not get to see the results after your intervention
Yet, patient himself will really appreciate a lot in his own heart
and you may not know this

Let's cheer every moment you sharing with patients
and to let them know, We are ready to help them

I found somehow I am in this stage now
a workaholic - not the typical type
but really appreciate our profession
and contribute your love for the sake of patients

Saturday, August 13, 2011

So far

What is wrong with me recently?

I can feel the groggy self-conflict
I should avoid it
Yet, why am I so concerned on this matter?
I asked myself again and again
I think my biggest problem would be
the fact that I can't face the reality
and I always count the chickens before they hatch

Shall I sit still and wait the haze to go off by itself?
Or I should take initiative to disclose the secret behind the curtain of haze

Again,
I lost my way
I always need guidance
yet I don't like to others to intrude into my private insight

So far
am I so good?

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Of Angry Bird

I think I am slowly developing or transforming myself to
ANGRY bird
not this usual type
but of fierce one like this
Cute :) though
I just can't control well myself
when I am getting angry
I will release it out stat.
though I know I should not do that.
I feel sorry to those people
if I yelled, shouted, or by any means which may make you annoyed

I should think of a way to take well control of my temper
Wanna get rid of turning myself into the so-called angry bird
I would behave myself better,
I promised.