So far

What is wrong with me recently?

I can feel the groggy self-conflict

I should avoid it

Yet, why am I so concerned on this matter?

I asked myself again and again

I think my biggest problem would be

the fact that I can't face the reality

and I always count the chickens before they hatch

Shall I sit still and wait the haze to go off by itself?

Or I should take initiative to disclose the secret behind the curtain of haze

Again,

I lost my way

I always need guidance

yet I don't like to others to intrude into my private insight

So far

am I so good?