Who am I?

Though this may not be my first time to feel like this

It was annoying

Maybe I am not good in ‘hiding’ my feelings sometimes

I just want to express it purposely

Yet, I know it may not be the correct way to show someone innocent your bad temper

Sorry, if I hurt you accidentally

I know I am this type of people

I have tried to accept myself for being like this

but in vain

And I believe I will continue to act like this, anyway

I loss control somewhere

Everyone wants to be perfect

Sometimes little stuff would enough to ‘kill’ me

I did lost my confidence and spirit

And I lost my mind for sometimes

People say:

You must have a high EQ instead of IQ

Or at least achieve some balance, somehow

I think I am not of any type mentioned above

However, I would say: a mediocrity for me

Not being the high IQ type

yet, not being the kinds of low EQ group

and I learn to not to overwhelm by ‘devil’ in everyone mind

I believe everyone is learning with me at the same time

Just that I would mistreat myself as ‘novice’ every times ‘bad temper’ visits me

which make me a de trop person,

sometimes not in other eyes

but in my own eyes

Our memory

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Wait

Since when I was informed to wait,

and wait

and wait.

I don't know whether it is a wise

and right decision

to go for the appealing of my posting state

even for now

Am I regret?

Don't really feel that

but as long as there is hope

I should go for it.

Hopefully,

there is good news

for the great effort of me for WAIT-ing